unaf replied to your post: I’m starting to get “no one will ever hire me” blues.

Dont do that! It takes time sweety and its only been a few days. Perk up, and enjoy your time not working. DRAW DRAW DRAW, and keep on applying for things. :D You can do it!

My roomie was freaking out on me is all.

unaf replied to your post: Okay…

Are you seeing Austin?

Idk he said he wasn’t going to be there and now he’s saying he is? >:(

I wish you were more left of the map and I would grab you and par-tay!

unaf answered your question: Was hoping to get some work done

ME!! DRAW ME!

I’M SORRY.  THIS IS TERRIBLE.  I’M STILL NOT USED TO IT.

unaf replied to your post: I think the main reason I wanna move to Austin is so Rachael and I can be coffee buddies.

I think the main reason i want to move to Austin is because there are such amazing people there.

Christ yes.  I didn’t even talk to most of them, I just get this sense of “you people are awesome.”

Come be my roomie couch surfing bum whom I support affectionately roomie?

shammoner replied to your post:  I kind of really just want to kill…

Do I count as an internet person? :( The world would be so much less without you in it. I’m here for you if you need to talk. *hugs*

tumblinwithdesty replied to your post:  I kind of really just want to kill…

Thats pretty serious right there maggie errm if the feelings were before the medication ran out then you may need to get some help if its not been before the mediciation ran out then its withdrawl

wingsandtails replied to your post:  I kind of really just want to kill…

i don’t know anything about medication but please hold on! :(

misspixnmix replied to your post:  I kind of really just want to kill…

Maggie, this is the medication issue, I assure you. When I messed with my antidepressants I suddenly wanted to kill myself for no reason. It will pass. Call suicide line and talk to someone. Talk until it passes sweetie. Msg me if you need an ear!

I’m sorry guys, I kind of just disappeared with no further comment.  I’m glad this didn’t get a gazillion notes trying to get someone to call the cops to check on me. >.0  I see that on here a lot and I always kind of go “beeee careful about that.”

I’m fine.  Was kind of dark and scary there for awhile but Casey ( t-rexcellant ) IM’d me and kept me occupied until my roommate noticed the post who then p. much ran in here and tackled me and started asking me if I’d done something stupid.

I… do not know what came over me.  Like Miss Pix said, it was most likely the mood shift caused by my meds.  I was feeling emotions but I was feeling them X100,000% their reasonable capacity.  So when I got upset about an argument me and my roomie had about fuckin’ World of Warcraft, suddenly this equaled me needing to kill myself, I mean, asdfghjkl who kills themself over World of Warcraft?

In any case, both roomies talked to me, I felt better, I went to bed, everything was fine.

If something like this should ever happen again, my roomies on Tumblr are the following and can just walk in the next room and speak to me:

• Lana - cthulhugonewild
• Kristen - xkeekeyx

And the following Tumblrites have my cellphone number and can try and contact me for you if you’re worried.

• Peter - buttbunnies
• Robert - doctorstarribbit
• Austin - thelesbianwhisperer
• Kenny - unaf
• Zina - misssynph
• Chey - allthestickysugar
• Shannon - oddlittlebird
• Devin - mcdevinpants
• Mai - Pikabunny44
• Gabrielle - aforaffort
• Ivan - Iwillthinkofanewurllater

I think that’s everyone that I can think of right now.  This is tagged “suicide” on my blog.  Sorry this is a thing. :(  I just know I’m more likely to freak out on here than I would be to approach someone face to face with these issues.

If you have my number and want to be added to this list, let me know.

misssynph:

here’s a bit of advice for people wondering why their tags aren’t showing their work (like if you tag tim drake in a story you’ve written or art you’ve drawn)

uncheck the box in your settings that marks your blog as nsfw and you should start seeing yourself in your tags

(and if you’ve got a number by your tracked tag for your name here but nothing showing up, a user marked as NSFW has tagged you)

This is why I wasn’t seeing you in my tags when you tagged my screen name and then I suddenly was. D:

And I don’t see Kenny either, probably for the same reason.

KENNY.  DO THIS SO I CAN SEE WHEN YOU TAG ME.

bigbigtruck answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Bodies Of Water is pretty upbeat in a loud way

I like!  I like A LOT.

xibalbadance answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Try the song Retrying by Mossy! Very good song, I had it on my Facebook if you want to hear it first.

Not on Pandora.  :(  Sad.

pikabunny44 answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Do you like Bowling for Soup? I guess they’re probably too mainstream, but I love them something FIERCE.

I LOVE Bowling For Soup but not quite what I’m looking for.  Besides after having it for a long time I just did away with my BFS station. XD

jekoh answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Laura Marling has some beautiful stuff that can have an upbeat tempo and tone even if the lyrics don’t.

Added to the shuffle. :3

wesleydodds answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Ministry of Magic

Not on Pandora.  *pout*

adterram answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

NIGHTWI—oh wait you’re the one who introduced that to me aren’t you. .___. *slinks away quietly*

I thought it was the other way around?

unaf answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Vanessa Carltons new CD Rabbits on the Run

I could use some Vanessa Carlton in my life. :D

twilightandhp answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

well, uh, i have a couple of band recs. The Spill Canvas and Muse. Muse is better but they’rd

Already have a Muse station and it’s one of the few I didn’t get rid of. :D  Spill Canvas has popped up on my other stations a few times and I like them!  Added.

misspixnmix answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Seeker Lover Keeper’s pretty solid, without being too poppy. Three of my fav Aussie ladies joining forces for the greater good.

Not on Pandora.  You guys are TOO not mainstream for Pandora. XD

heosic24 answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

James Brown

Are you kidding?  That is the MOST mainstream and for very good reason. :3

ohsugarfoot answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

Chameleon Circuit — nerdy Doctor Who music

I love Chameleon Circuit but they aren’t on Pandora either.  Starting to think Pandora sucks.

zahnie answered your question: Anyone have any song or artist recommendations?

I would recommend “The Plasticines”. Very upbeat, especially ‘Barcelona’. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pl…

Again, not on Pandora.  May end up switching internet radios soon… I just like the way Pandora finds matching music. D:

unaf:

misterjmasters:

unaf replied to your post: LOOKIT ALL THIS SHIT

Can i have your summer grooms hat?!

I don’t think I have that item… are you confusing one of them for said item?  I could buy it for you tho.

D: no no you dont have to…i was addicted to gaia once…not again.. lol i like how our avatars go together…like best frens

you either have an abnormally large cat, or i have a really tiny pug…its still cute though.

TWIIIINNNSSSSSS

unaf replied to your post: LOOKIT ALL THIS SHIT

Can i have your summer grooms hat?!